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But What If?

…but what if?

The phrase that always keep me going back.

Two-thirds of my belongings are out of his apartment, and tomorrow I go get the rest. As I explained to him my reasons for leaving he played the game. When I asked for a response he said, “You said what you wanted to say.”

“…but what if?” kept me there trying to engage him in conversation, no matter how unsuccessful I was.

“…but what if?” kept giving me reason to go back inside and see why he didn’t come after me.

“…but what if?” caused my eyes to sting and water at their own will.

“…but what if?” is the reason for this short post because all I can think about right now is, what if I made the wrong decision?

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