Now that I’ve had about four months to reflect on my life both past and present, I would like to say that I am not too proud of my previous post. It was written as raw, untamed emotions coursed through my veins. At that very moment in my life I was on the verge of undergoing many different transformations at once. I was trying to find a way to leave my boyfriend of 3 years, graduate from college, and preparing to return to my roots—my home, my family and my dreams. Every little thing was setting me off then, but that was the only time I recorded the effects of my growing anxiety in black and white.
With that blemish on my page I did not want to continue because—like I always try to make my life—I wanted it to be perfect. But in real life, when mistakes are made we cannot just cancel our subscription and start over else where, we just have to shake it off and move on as is.
So that is what I decided to do with this blog. I want to change direction just a little bit and focus a little more on my dream – to become a writer and a force that can make a noticeable impact on the healthcare field. My hope is that my abilities as a writer are not judged by the lack of creativity and professionalism I displayed in my previous post.
Filed under: Lessons Learned, Mistakes | Tagged: anger, break-ups, graduation, professionalism, retractions, transformation |
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